South African musician Sesethu Myeki, alias Big Xhosa, has apologized publicly to his lover.

He admitted to cheating on her with other women and said he couldn't stop cheating on him.

Despite his infidelity, he claimed to sincerely love his fiancée.

He revealed this in a recent public apology to his girlfriend on his Instagram page.

The rapper thanked his fiancée for forgiving him for the 15th time for cheating on him.

Sharing a picture of himself and his girlfriend, Big Xhosa wrote: “I love you, but I can’t stop cheating, but that don’t mean I love you any less. Please forgive me, cos I’ve forgiven myself. You are not a fool; it’s me, I’m sorry, cuz I know if you ever did me like I did you, it would be long over by now, unfair. Thank you for giving us our 15th last chance. I love you.”